Philippines My Philippines

What a life !!, its the best way to begin my blog , its really what a life !! Lol. I was reading my friends friendster account and I saw some picture that really touches me. First I miss the Philippines so much, but i have to hide it to myself because I don't want my hubby to see it, he will be sad too. He doesn't want me to be sad but its normal for me to miss Philippines because my love ones are there. I just don't want to cry because it will become worst. If I miss my family I'll just try to do something that will destruct my emotion. One time I was feeding Nathan and all of the sudden I just kept crying, I missed my mama so much at the time, like I'm thinking I hope my mama is here to teach me everything about raising Nathan and sometimes when Nathan get fussy and I don't know what to do, it makes me cry and just thinking I hope my family is here to support me but life is tough and I have to be tough too. When I first came here in U.S I was so excited but now i realized that i left a piece of my heart in the Philippines. Don't get me wrong I have a happy life here in U.S. loving husband that spoils me so much a healthy happy baby I have nothing to ask for, but still I'm missing the happy memories I had in the Philippines. See you soon Philippines.